memories...

I just realized that many memories has been forgotten when you grew older...

While I was tidying up the house, looking for the cable of an old re-chargeable battery charger, flipped through many old corner..

Under the bed, there's a box covered with thick dust, wonder what's inside the box... I opened it, saw a old Panasonic walkman... the blue walkman with scratches around it but, still wrapped in good...

Looking at the walkman, my mind refresh back the old time ...which bought by my old man when I was studying Diploma at TARC back in year 1999. Because I was staying away from home, feeling lonely and my old man bought me the walkman to accompany me.

I turned back the walkman, checking on the battery slot, hoping is still in good condition.. Ah, there was a battery inside, but is expired. I searched for available battery around the desk, checking the battery whether still working.

So, after slot in the battery, I turned it on. Hah! It is still working! Great! I searched for FM channel and there goes the song singing by Jay Chou...listening to the song, my memories refresh back my college time...the time how my old man fetched me from house to my hostel, giving his best for me...

But now, looking back at my old man, he is old. I can see him depressed, regret and feeling down sometime.. many thing happened along the journey of life...cos of the wrong he did from the past, people around him have sentences him, abandoned him, give up on him...

I might not know who is right and wrong, it might not easy to face him for the past he did but as a daughter, I am trying my best to be the role of a daughter. For god sake I hope god one day will enlighten him and show him the path...

May God bless me...

Photo of happiness

searching for the frame for the picture of the happiness...

flipped through all album, oh dear! All the smile has been far gone disappeared..

everything has becoming so fake and sarcastic when you watched at the world...

time flies...

is hard to capture the picture of real happiness...

what a life...

失恋的感觉。。。

回头想想，以前所有的恋情，到底是没真正爱过，还是爱过的痛全都已经被时间冲淡一切呢?

还以为，只有漫长的爱情才会有失恋的感觉，可是。。。

原来短暂的恋情，也可以感受哪失恋的感觉。。。

哎。。。

原来，若爱有付出就会感受失恋的感觉。

如果...那又何苦呢？

如果有一天，你决定了分开比在一起比较快乐，你要求分开吗，但他要求多一次机会，你会给吗？
若不给，但他用你最宝贝的东西来威胁你，说若你不听，你将后悔，你又能怎样做呢？
如果两个人在一起没有舒适感，你还会继续吗？若男方苦苦争取补救的机会？
如果弥补的机会给了又给，最后还是失望收场，你觉得再多的机会还有意思吗？
若遇到真爱，你是不是不会在意以上每一样事，而选择接受？

把手放开，人心情或许开心许多
把心打开，明天会更好
真心的祝福，或许你会更开心，
成全真心的一对，或许你会公德无量，也被祝福
天天吵闹，把不愉快的心情压抑住，那又何苦呢？
为了把她留下，委屈自己做不开心的选择，那又何苦呢？
独占她，最后，得到她的人而得不到她的心，那又何苦呢？

自私的你，最后只会可怜没人爱！何时才懂得什么是爱？

醒醒吧！朋友！
爱情不是独占！真心相爱才是幸福！！！