I'm happy to be here and to start a new life which I do not need to worry some mad guy will treaten me or harassing my personal lifestyle. I feel safe and secure here. I also felt warm with parent and friend support and courage given to me to be stronger and be steady and mature minded.
Today is my first new hired day, I'm pretty impressed with the new company structure also with their benefit offered. I think I started to like to be here. Started to love the people here...
After all session end, back straight to home after getting permission from my superior to leave early without reporting to them. :P
At first my mood was still good and relaxing and can't wait for my new task and assignment and make myself arm with preparation. But once I turn on my laptop, got some bad news about some mad guy who continue harassing me and hunting for my location. Is really disturbing me...but I got nothing more can do but felt numb on the foolish thing that idiot done for the past 7 days.. doing nothing but to continue harassing me... I wonder why there's such a human exist in the world?!!
Anyway, I am fear and piss but then later I felt numb. I suddenly got the feeling to made myself a salad for my dinner. Here goes the healthy meal...
